Dear my Blog Spot,
Plus's death is actually false, then I still linger there and leave you abandoned. Bad me I know. Truth be told, I prefer Plus for several reasons. However, I have changed my mind a little bit when my dad happens to be my frequent viewer on Plus. So, I keep you as my secret garden to come. Does it make sense?
Last month was a rush with many family events. Our two women have completed their important rituals to settle in heaven. There are still no dream or even a signal from them. Some say it is good, some say it is not. To me, it's both of them. In good point of view, they are totally free so they are able to do what they want. In contrast, we lose in touch with each other. Additionally, I insanely sold most of her notebooks full of her handwriting and I lost all her last messages when I formatted my phone... I can feel the distance and I am so afraid of it.
Without her, my family relations go left, which is a bad thing. We still do our responsibilities well and have some fun time of course but we tend to prefer being alone missing her or use dinnertime to scold each other more often. I know it causes nothing but sadness. About conclusion, I am still in the middle of nowhere.
Work is fairly fun but I do not want to have it here
Summer has arrived with its first terrible hit (38 Celsius degrees). "Escape" is the most frequent word I have in mind. Mom has announced today about summer trip. I hope I will take a ride in The Speed Town this summer!
This type of crazily hot weather just triggers our temper. So irked of being hot and the panic mind that yesterday afternoon I ran into cleaning my room and partly my house, which caused me wet in sweat later but very satisfied with the tidiness, then feeling cool again.
Trả lờiXóaReading your note just reminds me of a quote: "I had to learn the hard way that some people walk into our lives and physically walk out, but they never really leave.” Yeap, they never really leave as they are still somehow with you, seeing how well you live, protecting you in their way. You see no signal of that but it doesn't mean not at all. I believe so (: